Two posts for this year is pretty bad. There was a lot of stuff that happened this year, and having only two posts on this site is a fucking disgrace.

My main reasoning for not posting is that I have been massively depressed this year, and haven't really felt like posting even on days in which I am feeling great. A lot of bad shit happened to me this year, and the fact that a lot of it was extremely personal and just downright completely fucked made me want to crawl into a ditch and die. The only place where I have been posting anything really is on Reddit, and even there I am being a snarky cunt most of the time. I'm so tired of bad shit happening to me.

I'll get back in the mood to write here, so it'll just be a matter of time. I'm slowly getting my life sorted, and now have a job working behind a bar, and I am also playing Rugby League again for a local team… so at least I am keeping occupied. Other than this post though, i'm not sure when i'll be back… but hopefully soon.

So, I’ve had an incredibly rough few days. Had to do something that was really hard to do, and I feel terrible for doing it. I feel like shit.

I don’t just feel like shit, I feel like grabbing a gun and blowing my fucking brains out. If I end up doing it, I’ll get it up on YouTube somehow.

It's 2012. Holy shit, only less than a year before the end of the world!

Since the last posting made here at the site, you may have come across the warning that the site may be hosting malicious content. After searching the site, I managed to find that there wasn't any malicious content here at captainxenu.com, but there was something at another site on the same server.

If there is anything wrong with the site, such as the theme or posts not working properly, there isn't much need to worry because the site will be getting a brand new layout soon.

So sorry for all of that. But back to the original thought from this post. 2012… I need to write a crapload of stuff for this year, before the world ends… and uh, it becomes obsolete anyway.