The... I Didn’t Blow My Brains Out
Two posts for this year is pretty bad. There was a lot of stuff that happened this year, and having only two posts on this site is a fucking disgrace.
My main reasoning for not posting is that I have been massively depressed this year, and haven't really felt like posting even on days in which I am feeling great. A lot of bad shit happened to me this year, and the fact that a lot of it was extremely personal and just downright completely fucked made me want to crawl into a ditch and die. The only place where I have been posting anything really is on Reddit, and even there I am being a snarky cunt most of the time. I'm so tired of bad shit happening to me.
I'll get back in the mood to write here, so it'll just be a matter of time. I'm slowly getting my life sorted, and now have a job working behind a bar, and I am also playing Rugby League again for a local team… so at least I am keeping occupied. Other than this post though, i'm not sure when i'll be back… but hopefully soon.
